Then I remember the immortal words..."illegitimi non carborundum."
I have friends on different sides of the political spectrum, and they find my politics a bit amusing. A little hayseed more than likely...and definitely reflective of where I live. They are brilliant and talented people that just see the world a little differently than I do...and other than that, we tend to get along pretty well. And then there are those who see as I do but are even more devoted to certain points than I ever thought about being. It is an interesting and colorful world out there.
People also range on the view of religion and God's existence and how much tolerance should be acceptable. How to define "love" or "false prophets" or "caring for people without regard to 'x' or 'y'" but perhaps in spite of it. How to remain on the narrow road when the wide one is gyrating and pulsating all over almost everything attached to the word "entertainment" and seems to get more lurid and raunchy every year.
And prouder of it.
Folks also differ with regard to cohabitation, moral absolutes, bringing children into the world, where they choose to live, what they choose to carry, and how they spend their time.
Sometimes it is downright overwhelming. It will grind you down if you let it.
It is times like these that I tend to have to check out for a few days and do nothing but watch the Hallmark Channel, clean my house, love on my shih tzus and pray for the best. Where I have to walk room to room and recall how grateful I am that I am living where I am and that most of the dreams I had for myself at 22 have already come to pass. Where I go for a run because I still can at 51 and because I'm currently living the dream of getting weight off that has been attached to me for long enough now that it feels weird when it turns up missing.
Not that I'm complaining. Not that I want it back. No. No. No.
Not that I didn't eat a glorious meal last night that was on my program but was probably more protein than I should have eaten in one sitting. Because I totally did eat it. One does not simply leave a wonderful steak uneaten in a place where taking it home is not an option. One runs it off over the next two days.
Today my time is limited because it is devoted to a friend that I have known for twenty-nine years. I'll do whatever needs to be done today (after my gym time this morning) because I'm capable of doing it and it needs to be done. I find great joy in avoiding anything negative today...because I'll be so busy trying to help her that I won't have time to notice if the world is on fire. I won't have to think about political differences because everyone comes together for weddings. I won't have to exhaust myself mentally...because I may be doing it physically. That'll work for me.
I realize that we all love the idea of a perfect world where people get along and everything is fair...but honestly, life isn't fair. There will always be some person to mess up the "Pay it Forward" line at Starbucks. Mostly because they just want to be left alone with what they came for instead of the bigger picture of "doing for others unselfishly" that this game we play seems to to suggest we are capable of keeping up at all times. We aren't. Our time is limited. Our patience can be stretched and tried. Our financial capacity is often less than what we hope for because we're asleep at the wheel of managing it properly. And people get put out because a lady wanders into the midst of it and just wants her $2.25 cold drink and doesn't want to play the game. That does not make her a bad person. It makes her Lucy with the football. And in America she still has the right to pick it up and go home.
I've seen the Ice Bucket Challenges on Facebook all week (for ALS awareness and financial support) and I've also seen people complaining that we shouldn't waste water like that when others don't have clean water to drink, some people turn it into a Hardees ad (wet tee-shirt contest) or that it does enough for awareness. That ticks me off. Greatly. If you don't like it...just shut up. Just don't watch. But for the love of all that is good...try to see the bigger picture. It is working. They've raised untold millions of dollars for research that is desperately needed in a really, really short time. It has brought out the creativity of some folks, and has been an amazing outreach. But - of course - some people just have to pick it apart - pick, pick pick. I have no idea why. Their points are valid, but they are stupid in the big picture. I wish people would look beyond themselves sometimes and their beliefs and their rights and their whatever.
Sorry. And if you were one of those whining...well, now you know how I really feel. If you know me...this won't surprise you a bit. But that's really because I'm a big believer in "illegitimi non carborundum." I've been taught that disagreeing with someone does not make me a bad person...or them a bad person. We just see the world differently, and we are both convinced we're right. I know when I'm to the point of arguing about something...that I certainly am. Convinced...and right.
I am tired of hearing about things being "fair" when frankly all of us have something that we've achieved, been exposed to, learned to do, etc. because something was unfair. We've benefited from "unfair" and our job is to try to bring others up to that level instead of cutting down those who are achieving just to make those who choose not to feel better about themselves.
I've never been accused of being a "bleeding heart" and I'm okay with that. I suppose that comes from trying to help people in "true need" only to find out that they weren't really in need. Those who are in need are generally very quiet about their circumstances and very grateful for everything that they do have. Those who aren't really in need simply aren't. Most of the time, anyway.
But enough about all of that. Today is meant to be a day of doing for others and just enjoying the weekend. Of ignoring the clamoring voices on the radio or television telling me what is wrong with America, the President, my fellow citizens and the world. I don't need to be reminded for the next 24 hours. I plan on checking out and hoping for a respite from all of the madness, fighting, back-biting, struggles, fury, and pain by focusing on something lovely.
I'm not planning on exerting my rights today (unless the people at the deli mess up my order) and I'm not saying that there aren't things in life to fight for to try to change. I'm just saying quit picking the nits and back away from the flame every now and again. Put down your weapons and just regroup. Don't hear a few words and write someone off. Let folks just be wrong if they are. Just let it all be.
For 24 hours.
Then go for 48.
Here's hoping that you have a wonderful weekend out there. There's a lot of good out there...even if we have to remember things like "don't let the bastards get you down" - because that's probably the most important advice my mother ever gave me. Or if you want to be all classy...use "illegitimi non carborundum" ...even if it is only "mock Latin" according to Wikipedia.
Keep it real, folks. I'll do the same. After all, the "illegitimi" are out there just waiting to try to take us down. Don't let them. Don't give them the satisfaction. And get over the fact that I used that word. Sometimes it is what makes the point the point that it is.
You get that, right?